Constant Renewal

So funny. I began this blog as I was beginning a move to new part of the country, a new life, a new everything. That failed. I never once wrote or journaled about that experience, because I was so mired in pity, self-doubt, and apprehension. Now I am back to the land of light, back at Harding, and so many things have changed. 

I feel like I am at a crossroads of my life, and I don't know what or where I am going. Seminary was a catastrophe, and now I am working full time at Harding, and just dropped out of my classes for the semester, effectively making me a loser. 

I don't know what I want, where I am going, or what I am doing. I am just...freefalling. 

Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world, have mercy on us.