Monday, October 25, 2010

Times they are a changing

I am leaving livewire. 6 years, 64K posts, and an infinite amount of time spent later, I feel like I have reached the end of my rope where this website is concerned. Livewire has done nothing wrong, I am not leaving because I am upset, mad or otherwise unhappy in anyway, I am simply ready.

Ready to move on past a website filled with juvenile adolescents. Ready to get on with my life. Ready to stop hiding from reality. Ready to find more godly things to fill my time. One thing I intend to do is start blogging more (lol) and to read more. I intend to focus my life on things that matter, and stop wasting the time I have on things that don't matter.

Its been a good run. I have fought the good fight, and given much of myself. Its time.


Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Sigh.

A new year and once again my plans to educate myself have fallen to the wayside. All those books I began I never finished. I have bookmarks in like 12 books right now, and cant seem to keep my attention on any of them long enough to make it mean anything.

I have posted thousands more insignificant posts on a teen website, and committed thousands more insignificant actions as a moderator there but cannot finish a book to save my life.

I was telling someone the other day that I was an exceptionally smart 17 year old. Probably significantly smarter than the average population, not to sound like a jerk. But now I am only a normal 24 year old. What happened in the last 7 years? What changed. How did I go from Harvard bound to minimum wage secretary. Boy, I sure showed them what I was capable of. :tired: