Sigh.

A new year and once again my plans to educate myself have fallen to the wayside. All those books I began I never finished. I have bookmarks in like 12 books right now, and cant seem to keep my attention on any of them long enough to make it mean anything.

I have posted thousands more insignificant posts on a teen website, and committed thousands more insignificant actions as a moderator there but cannot finish a book to save my life.

I was telling someone the other day that I was an exceptionally smart 17 year old. Probably significantly smarter than the average population, not to sound like a jerk. But now I am only a normal 24 year old. What happened in the last 7 years? What changed. How did I go from Harvard bound to minimum wage secretary. Boy, I sure showed them what I was capable of. :tired: